Entries for May, 2004

May 3rd, 2004

R-18: for adults only!

ilang araw na lang...

isang linggo mula ngayon....

magtatakda ang mga pilipino ng kanyang kinabukasan...

halalan...

isang kapirasong papel...

ang balota...

maglalaman ng mga pangalan...

pangalan ng mga tao...

taong manggagamit o magpapagamit...

huwag sayangin ang karapatang bumoto...

Posted by raging_ritch at 09:25 AM | 2 talked back

May 4th, 2004

THE MORNING CUT! reinventing thy self!!!

kahapon ay napagtanto ko na kailangan ko nang magpaguppit kasi mahaba na yung aking buhok... sabi ko sa barbero... gusto ko ng bago... yung hindi pa ginagawa sa buhok ko... sabi ni morning cut... sabi ko kayo na ang bahala... at eto nga yung kinahinatnan...
Posted by raging_ritch at 09:43 AM | 5 talked back

May 8th, 2004

do i love her???

im in love... i guess...

i tried not to text her... see her... but hey.... this week was hard... finally, last night i texted her... i can't help myself... my mind tells me not to but then i still did... watdaf***....

and the mere fact that i remember her most of the time... everytime i see her in their classroom while i pass... i can't help but look at her direction, hoping to see her... it doesn't matter if she doesn't see me...

well... we can't be together... she is still into her ex... damnit... everytime we talk... we talk about her ex... OUCH!!!

after this week.... trying to get her out of my system... the more i long for her... NAKNGTETENG!!!

in a few days... i will be older... and the greatest present i hope i will get is that you be my girl...

but... i know... that will never happen...

i am tired of competitions... for the past few relationships i had... i am always a competitor... against family... friend... ex... bestfriend... buddy... yadayadayada...

and the last thing i would do is let you choose...

not afraid of not being chosen... rather... i am afraid of being the one... for i will never know if you love me for me... o PANAKIP BUTAS LANG....

to you...
kahit kaunting pansin lang na andito si ritch... and ritch do care for you... but ritch can and never be him...
Posted by raging_ritch at 10:09 AM | 2 talked back

May 9th, 2004

MICHELLE

MICHELLE is a pretty girl...

she is one of the reasons why i watch STAR CIRCLE QUEST...

now my remaining bet is ROXANNE....

MICHELLE was voted out last saturday...

sayang!!!!
Posted by raging_ritch at 02:22 PM | 3 talked back

OPEN YOUR EYES (TO lOVE)

You’ve been searching the world to find true love
Looking in all the wrong places
When all of the time you’ve been blind to love
It’s plain as the nose on your faces


It’s here
It’s now
Open your eyes and see it
Right here
Right now
Open your eyes to love
You’ve been down on yourself thinking something’s wrong
Wondering why love has never found you
Don’t you know it’s been right here all along
If only you’d look around you


It’s here
It’s now
Open your eyes and see it
Right here
Right now
Open your eyes to love
Love has been right by your side
Oh, it's so close that you couldn’t see
If love could speak it would shout to the sky
I’ve always been here
I always will be
I’m here
I’m now
Open your eyes and see
Right here
Right now
Open your eyes to love
Open your heart to love
Open your heart to love


THE Above song is entitlede open your eyes to love by LMNT
Posted by raging_ritch at 02:41 PM | think out loud!

May 11th, 2004

I will KILL for her!!!

When I was in high school, I usually tell my friends that I will be a lawyer… I will be a human rights lawyer… I loved John Grisham… I loved his works… but then I told them, I will not be in practice for that long… I will be only handling a few cases… and my dream case would be to win a rape case… then I will retire… simple…

But then… things changed… I think I will forever be a human rights lawyer… who cares if its pro bono… cause I am willing to take revenge for the victims…

Not so very recently, I was reunited with an old friend… we had fun… but then she had to go home… I told her to text me if she arrives home.. and she did… I was brushing my teeth then when I heard my phone beep… it was her… I paused to read the message.. it was the usual thanks and all but it wasn’t at all…

The last line reads… “… I don’t know how to tell you but I was raped last ****** hmp!”

My usual routine of brushing was cut short!!!! I was shocked… but then… I managed to smile… I thought she was joking as usual.. playing pranks… tis time I was wrong… it was all serious… shit!

I cried… I clenched my fist and banged the table…. I was “enraged”… those words keeping flashing before my eyes… I am mad… I am angry… why her? She is so so nice… I was hurt… why she????

the past few nights, i could not keep my eyes closed without imagining how brutal they were... bullshit!!!!

I swear… If I have known those guys I would kill them myself… I will raise hell for them… I am not a violent person but this is not the right time to go on diplomacy… I swear I could have them killed… I would if I knew them… I could ask a few persons… they have connections…

PUTANG INA NIYONG MGA GAGO KAYO!!
SA DINAMI-DAMI NG BABAE… BAKIT SIYA PA….
MAGDASAL KAYO NA HINDI KO MALAMAN-LAMAN KUNG SINO KAYO…. HINDI KO KAYO SASANTUHIN!

PAPATAYIN KO KAYO… WALA AKONG PAKIALAM KUNG SINO ANG MASASAGASAAN KO, NAMIN…

I WILL KILL FOR HER…

I KNOW IN MY HEART… SHE IS ALL WORTH IT…
Posted by raging_ritch at 06:28 PM | 10 talked back

May 12th, 2004

The things not all people know about Ritcher

1. My name is derived from a seismographic scale—the Richter Scale!

2. My favorite Disney cartoon is THE LION KING!

3. I know most of the songs in the film

4. I love cartoons!

5. My first issue of FHM is issue 13 with Geneva Cruz on the cover.

6. I listen to Ramstein

7. I listen to APO, Florante, ASIN and Sharon Cuneta

8. My favorite Poem is “BIRCHES” by Robert Frost!

9. And I Tried memorizing it! and did it!

10. I am a fan of Robert Frost and John Grisham--- I love the works of these men.

11. I love using the number 12.

12. I love films with Filipino themes.

13. I used to watch movies by myself.

14. I used to eat on a fast food chain alone. (I am not ashamed of doing so.)

15. I have the 3 books of Bob Ong cause he is my favorite Filipino Writer.

16. I am usually late with appointments because I hate waiting.

17. I love drawing and I can draw...

18. I want to be a lawyer. Medical Lawyer for that matter.

19. I read the obituaries cause I find life in it.

20. I have a size 8 ½ shoe.

21. I prefer lifestyle over durex and trust/frenzy.

22. I my Mom’s expected date of confinement (EDC) was May 31, 1985.

23. I was born on a Thursday, 4:30 pm

24. An earthquake occurred minutes after I was born. Average of intensity 6 in the Richter Scale.

25. Today is my 19th Birthday!


to those who remembered me early this morning: Joyce, Rhymes, Mama, Papa, Gerard and Jennifer.... Thanks a lot...
Posted by raging_ritch at 10:14 AM | 11 talked back

May 13th, 2004

my birthday happenings

i cooked carbonara for my birthday! well... near perfect... except for the pasta... a bit overcooked...

rhymes, joyce, juvi, pn and kat were my guests...

we had a pretty good time...

juvi and pn played crazy taxi on my ps2... while kat watched "the debut"... i did some typing... while all of them were busy with their thing...

tapos nagluto ako ng carbonara... habang nanonood yung kapatid ko at si joyce ng tv patrol... sina juvi, pn, at kat naman ay nanonood ng bring it on with "did you know that? anecdotes."

dumating si rhymes noong kainan na... tapos nanoond kaming lahat ng star circle quest... tapos ng marina...

tapos closing time na sana... kaso nagluto na yung mommy ko ng dinner... so kailangan na nilang antayin... kaya naglaro kami ng tong-its... 1-2-3 ang tayaan...

tapos... kain kami uli... kahit busog na... sige tira mga bata...

tapos... nanood kami ng yes,yes show... tawa kami ng tawa... lalo na kay eddie gil... whahahaha...

tapos... tapos na yung araw ko... birthday ko...

pero sa iilang bisita ko... naging masaya ako.. naenjoy ko...

salamat....

salamat na rin sa mga bumati...
Posted by raging_ritch at 02:29 PM | 6 talked back

May 14th, 2004

barefoot

bare feet
Barefoot- free, rebellious, and wild, you hate
boundries and rules. You tend to be on the
crazy side and often sweep people up along with
you. You are most likely the leader of your
group of friends. [please vote! thank you! ]


What Kind of Shoe Are You?
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Posted by raging_ritch at 01:40 PM as a favorite post | 7 talked back

i have the power! teleportation!


You Have the Power of Teleportation!


What's Your Magic Power?
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now you see me... now you don't!
Posted by raging_ritch at 01:41 PM | think out loud!

wala akong alam!

hindi naman sa ako ay bobo... o sadyang walang laman ang kukote pero sa ngayon... wala akong maisip na gawin kung hindi manood inupahang vcd/dvd at magbasa ng dyaryo...
Posted by raging_ritch at 01:57 PM | think out loud!

MY FAVORITE POEM!

BIRCHES When I see birches bend to left and right Across the lines of straighter darker trees, I like to think some boy's been swinging them. But swinging doesn't bend them down to stay. Ice-storms do that. Often you must have seen them Loaded with ice a sunny winter morning After a rain. They click upon themselves As the breeze rises, and turn many-coloured As the stir cracks and crazes their enamel. Soon the sun's warmth makes them shed crystal shells Shattering and avalanching on the snow-crust Such heaps of broken glass to sweep away You'd think the inner dome of heaven had fallen. They are dragged to the withered bracken by the load, And they seem not to break; though once they are bowed So low for long, they never right themselves: You may see their trunks arching in the woods Years afterwards, trailing their leaves on the ground, Like girls on hands and knees that throw their hair Before them over their heads to dry in the sun. But I was going to say when Truth broke in With all her matter-of-fact about the ice-storm, I should prefer to have some boy bend them As he went out and in to fetch the cows-- Some boy too far from town to learn baseball, Whose only play was what he found himself, Summer or winter, and could play alone. One by one he subdued his father's trees By riding them down over and over again Until he took the stiffness out of them, And not one but hung limp, not one was left For him to conquer. He learned all there was To learn about not launching out too soon And so not carrying the tree away Clear to the ground. He always kept his poise To the top branches, climbing carefully With the same pains you use to fill a cup Up to the brim, and even above the brim. Then he flung outward, feet first, with a swish, Kicking his way down through the air to the ground. So was I once myself a swinger of birches. And so I dream of going back to be. It's when I'm weary of considerations, And life is too much like a pathless wood Where your face burns and tickles with the cobwebs Broken across it, and one eye is weeping >From a twig's having lashed across it open. I'd like to get away from earth awhile And then come back to it and begin over. May no fate willfully misunderstand me And half grant what I wish and snatch me away Not to return. Earth's the right place for love: I don't know where it's likely to go better. I'd like to go by climbing a birch tree And climb black branches up a snow-white trunk Toward heaven, till the tree could bear no more, But dipped its top and set me down again. That would be good both going and coming back. One could do worse than be a swinger of birches.
Posted by raging_ritch at 02:05 PM in wordy and lyrical as a favorite post | 8 talked back

May 15th, 2004

death = life

DEATH is not extinguishing the Light, It is putting out the lamp because the dawn has come.
Posted by raging_ritch at 01:00 PM | 1 talked back

AMERICAN JUNK!

Leave me alone to my third world devices
I don't need your technology
You just want my natural resources
And then you leave me poor and in misery
Third world blues is what I got
Troubles, yes I got a lot

(American Junk)
Get it out of my bloodstream
(American Junk)
Get it out of my system
(American Junk)
I can only take so much
(American Junk)
Gotta get back to who I am

You call it new music
I call it pollution
You music I now see on my television
(American Top 40)
Why is it now I can only sing
In English language that you people bring
(Da da da da)
Why is it now that they only
Play top 40 music on TV and radio

It's been so long since I had
A glance of what I think I really am



ang awit na iyan ay sa apo...
siguro nga ay sadyang marami nang mga basura ang mga kano dito sa atin... sa tingin ko lang naman...
Currently listening to: american junk
Currently reading: bakit baliktad magbasa ng libro ang pilipino?
Posted by raging_ritch at 01:07 PM | 2 talked back

May 17th, 2004

pambayad utang

hay ansarap matulog... tiba-tiba ako sa tulog noong weekend... pero ngayon, dapat nang bumalik sa original programming kasi may duty na ako sa horspital ngayong araw... hanggang sa myerkules... nawa'y malagpasan ko ang kalbaryong ito...

pambayad utang sa sobrang tulog...
Posted by raging_ritch at 10:01 AM | 2 talked back

IMMORTALITY....

"THE GODS ENVY US BECAUSE WE ARE MORTALS"
----Achilles ("TROY")










can an ordinary-average guy become immortal??? just a question...
Posted by raging_ritch at 10:08 AM | 11 talked back

May 19th, 2004

matapos ang hirap ay sarap!!

tapos na ang aking duty sa hospital...

tapos na ang aming rotational exam... na sadyang may kadalian... medyo nataranta lang ako nung nagplo-plot ng data kasi sabi ni ma'am one minute na lang...

malapit na akong pumasa sa aming ncp....

hay... ang sarap ng matapos puyatan...
Posted by raging_ritch at 06:52 PM | think out loud!

May 20th, 2004

sino ang dapat unahin???

sa ngayon ako po ay nakakaranas ng pagdadalawang isip...

una... dahil sa ako ay nahahati sa ilang tao para sa date na may 22...
nauna ko nang pinaunlakan ang paanyaya ng aking "someone special" na kami ang magkasama sa gabing iyon... tipong overnight ba sa amin... at ngayon lang uli kasi kami magkakasama after a very long period of time...

PERO....

ibig ko rin puntahan ang aming get together party ng aking mga dating kaklase na matagal ko na ring hindi nakikita...


FINAL THOUGHT (?):
parang mas gusto kong unahin ang aking "special someone"... hindi sa hindi sila special sa akin pero parang mas magiging masaya ang araw ko kapag SIYA ang kasama ko... hindi naman siguro sila magagalit...


ano ang sa palagay niyo? tama ba ako...????
Posted by raging_ritch at 09:50 AM | 6 talked back

May 22nd, 2004

jasmine trias is better than any 'politico'!

i admire jasmine trias not because i like her voice or something... i knew that she would not win american idol... not that i doubt her talent or what but they just wouldnt make her win... thats it... that is AMERICAN Idol... not PHILIPPINE Idol... so why would they let a Filipina be an American Idol... that would be a big insult on the part of the Americans...

enough of the blahs...

JASMINE TRIAS did a far beter job in uniting our very divided country... she proved to everyone that she can unite our people... she made us one... at least for quite sometime... she has done something that no other 'politico' has ever done...

to jasmine... congratulations...

to the supporters... quit complaining as to why she was out of the series... that is not our Philippine politics... that is american idol... there is always a winner and the losers... unlike our politics.... nobody ever lost the election... they are always cheated...

somehow the two things that i am proud of:
1. we can unite if we want to....
2. our local talents have been proving that they can compete globally... only our 'kababayans' do not appreciate them... like in the case of philippine movies... 'bayaning third world" was a hit in other countries... garnered awards... but failed in the philippine box office... so is the case of "the debut"... however, this time , in jasmine's case... she succeeded!
Posted by raging_ritch at 03:39 PM | 2 talked back

dragons...

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Dragon:
Dragons are very mysterious creatures who often
live alone in caves with hoards of gold. You
keep yourself from others and contain many
armoured plates for defence. However, you will
be kind to others if they are kind to you. You
are very thrifty and rarely waste any money.


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Posted by raging_ritch at 03:45 PM | think out loud!

hercules ba kamo?

Posted by raging_ritch at 04:08 PM | 2 talked back

nakakita ako ng kamukha... TANGINA!

nakita ko si erwie kanina... tawa ng tawa... sige kwentuhan tungkol sa exams at kung anu-ano pa... tapos bigla niya sinabi...

"alam mo babatiin ko na sana... akala ko ikaw.... as in... kamukha mo... pareho kayo ng buhok... as in... doon sa canteen... nakaparang green... blue green... "

noong una ay ayw kong maniwala...

shit....

andami ko namang kamukha... pakshit!!!!

tapos eh di papunta na ko ng office... eh madadaanan ko ang canteen...

PUCHA!!!

kamukha ko nga... putangina!!!! parang yung tipong humarap ka sa salamin tapos nakita mong sarili mo....

pero sa kasong ito... sira yung salamin...

papayag ba naman ako na mas guwapo yung nasa salamin...

syempre... mas guapo ako doon!!!

gusto ko tuloy tanungin ang nanay at tatay ko kung sino ba talaga ang mga magulang ko dahil andami ko nang kamukha....

AND FOR THAT... SHIT!!!!
Posted by raging_ritch at 04:15 PM | 7 talked back

May 26th, 2004

cuddle and a kiss

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Posted by raging_ritch at 01:01 PM | think out loud!

thanking the wrong persons

i have received a few presents from them.... thinking that they are the ones giving them... they wrote their name on the the gifts....

instinctively, i would think they are the givers... so you thank them...

but then...

someone made me realize that those gifts were from someone else... i mean they were for me but someone just asked these "givers" to hand them to me...

i have been thanking the wrong persons... for a long time... i feel like i have been mislead... i have not given the right person the gratitude he deserves....
Posted by raging_ritch at 01:10 PM | think out loud!

a weekend in viva vigan

we had a good time in ilocos... we had lots and lots of food in every place we go...

the time they laid on eyes on me and this special friend... everybody has a curious look on their faces... everybody is asking what the real score between us...

i said she is not my classmate... really she isn't....

i said she is not my girlfriend... and really she isn't...

they did not believe me... i know that for a fact... i can see it in their eyes...

we shared the same room... same bed... nothing happened... we just slept...

the next daya, i was expecting that may tito would "interrogate" me...

my tito asked me," kaklasem? (is she you classmate?)"

"haan tito (no, tito)"

"nakkong, haan nga dakkes ngem panaggadal pay a kuma (my son, it it not wrong but prioritize your studies)"

"wen tito. nakaplano akon. nabayag pay iti panagasawak. (yes tito. i have my plans. i will not marry soon enough)"

"sige ngarud inka kitaenen nu nakarubwaten. (ok then go check if she is ready to go)

then we left...

we went to my cousins place... we shared a few stories with her... we had luch and then we left...

we went to the famous 18th century street... calle crisologo... awe walked the stretched of calle crisologo... then it started drizzling... it did...

then we went to church... it is my first time to bring a woman with me in vigan cathedral... vigan cathedral is so sacred to me... my wish here before was granted...

then we bought bibingka for pasalubong....

then we went to bantay to get our things...

then we left for baguio...
Posted by raging_ritch at 06:00 PM | 2 talked back

im a pirate of the caribbean

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Pirates of the Caribbean!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Posted by raging_ritch at 06:44 PM | think out loud!