INTELLECTUAL MASTURBATION

isa sa aking kaibigan dito sa tabulas ang nangangailangan ng tulong ukol sa kanyang research about premarital sex (pms)...

nagbasa ako sa mga komento nila... yung iba eh typical na pinoy... yung kunwari malinis at lahat na... walang problema... pero ang ipinagtataka ko lang... ilan sa kanila ang tunay na nagsasabi ng totoo...

sa liberal nang pilipinas... hindi na kaila sa ating lahat na marami sa ating ang nakaranas na sa pms... hindi naman ito masama... sa tingin ko nasa tao lang yun...

mas maigi na na gawin mo ang sex kasama ang taong kakilala mo kesa naman sa iba na garapalan kung makipag-sex eye ball o SEB... sabi nga nila...

FINAL THOUGHT: when you do it for the first time... do it with someone you think is worth the memory cause when you are old and gray and look back... with no regrets.... you will say, " i did this with someone and its all worth it..."

i was talking with a friend through chat this morning... she said... she could have killed herself because of love...

she loves someone who does not love her back but there is someone who loves her but she doesnt like him...

for what reason... he isn't that much of a goodlooking guy... that is according to her...


well , i said, i could not say much... all i wanted her to answer is just one question of mine...

WHO IS WORTH LOVING? THE PERSON YOU LOVE OR THE PERSON WHO LOVES YOU?

our discussion went air dead for quite sometime....

then we continued...

is that question so hard to answer???

In prison they spend majority of their time in an 8’x10’ cell. At work I spend most of the time in a 6’x8’ pod.

In prison you get a time off for good behavior. At work I get rewarded for good behavior with more work.

At work I must wear an ID badge at all times. In prison they provide you with clothing with the identification conviniently sewn onto the clothes.

At work there is a dress standard and I have to buy my own clothes. In prison there’s a dress standard but they supply the clothes.

At work I have to carry a key and lock and open the door myself. In prison a guard carries the key and locks and open the door for me.

In prison they watch TV and play games. At work I can get fired for watching Tv and playing games.

In prison they will pay my way through school to learn a new career and give me time to do it. at work they will pay for my education but I have to do it on my own time.

In prison they have an exercise rooms that they allow you to use almost whenever you want.

At work I have an exercise room but it has to be on my own time. In prison I can fall asleep on the job and its no big deal. At work if I fall asleep on the jobi get put in the next RIF (rst in fired) list.

In prison they ball and chain you when you go somewhere. At work I’m just ball and chained.

In prison you a full medical coverage with no deductibles.

In prison all expenses are paid by the tax payer with no work on the prisoner’s part. At work they deduct the taxes from my salary to pay for the prisoners.

Hope you guys go to prison someday and taste the life of a prisoner.

Think about it, everything is tax free.

why does love make us crazy!!!!!


at the moment... i have no problems with this shit... people around me do... and they are asking me for some help...

kaya pati ako nahahawa na sa kanila...

pero hindi rin...

I consider myself as a fan of HP…

I love the works of Alfonso Cuaron… (Y tu mama tambien)

I love the touch of cuaron far from the “cheery and Magical” touch of Columbus… he showed us another Hogwarts… the darker side—amid thick fog (I really mean thick fog) … snow… Quidditch in the “raining-cats-and-dogs” weather… the dementors who seems to be from another horror flick…

He also altered a few things in the “set”… Hagrid’s Hut is below the hill… the willow tree is far from Hogwarts…

But he left out on some things… I know readers were not satisfied with it…
HOWEVER, I believe that he is still consistent with the book… thematically speaking….

He did not just reproduce the words on the pages of Rowling’s prisoner by adding a taste of “symbolism”… like the cinematographic reflection close ups of Harry in waters & mirrors… something about identity…

Cuaron prepared viewers for a darker Harry Potter in the upcoming films…

He creatively fused the book into a two-hour plus film without destroying the spirit of the work of Rowling….

He also gave us the feel that Harry, Ron and Hermione are real teens… just like most of us… they dropped their robes… the are now wearing the casual sneakers, jeans and shirt… their faces have matured… and Hermione has grown her boobs… Cuaron greatly intertwined reality of being teenager ( impulsiveness, aggressiveness, and attraction—puppy love) with the “magical” world of Hogwarts…

I salute him for retaining the “mystery” touch ….

I applaud Alfonso Cuaron…

MY PERSONAL THOUGHT: This is the best Harry Potter Film so far… I rate it 8.5/10….

I watched the reality based star search almost everyday since its launch in Araneta… I tried to make it a point that I will be home at around 7 to watch the “tagisan ng galing… labanan ng talino… at lakasan ng loob…”

My bets… as usual, did not win… Michelle, Roxanne… I also like Sandara… she is the least “showbiz” person among the 5… what you see is what you get…

I saw Sandara shine in her performance during the GRAND QUESTOR’S NIGHT… she proved to the whole Philippines that she is far from being Rainier II… she can sing and dance… her only problem really is her language and her self confidence… she presented the best performance during that night….

I was struck by Hero’s message of thanks…

“… ilang noche buena na champorado ang pinagsasaluhan… liliwanag din ang buhay… ito ay para sa mga taong nangangarap para sa akin… at para sa mga taong nangangarap tulad ko…”

his last statement caught my attention…

PARA SA MGA TAONG NANGANGARAP TULAD KO…

I dreamed of fame—artista and all that—once upon a time… but I have to admit it… I don’t have the “it” factor… maybe it will just remain as a frustration for right now, I have better things to do… like study… pursue a “SINUSUBUKAN-KONG-GUSTUHIN” profession… Nursing… Maybe, someday, I will have the fame, the name, the money and the honor… not just like how Hero earned it… surely in some other way… my time will come…

And when that time comes… I’LL TAKE MY FLIGHT AND ALL ATTENTION WILL BE ON ME…










……. I hope

“HEY, so I uh…

so I figured out why hotdogs come in packages of 10

and hotdog buns come in packages of 8…

See… the thing is…

LIFE DO NOT WORK OUT AS ACCORDING TO PLAN…

SO BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE CAUSE YOU CAN ALWAYS GET A HOTDOG…”

----kar, (bulletproof monk)

"A poem begins with a lump in the throat; a homesickness or a love-sickness. it is a reaching out toward expression ; an effort to find fulfillment.
A COMPLETE POEM IS ONE WHERE AN EMOTION HAS FOUND ITS THOUGHT AND THE THOUGHT FOUND THE WORDS...."
---Robert Frost

i know i have no suicidal tendencies but why does it always happen... most of the tests i take in the net refer to me as the "bad guy"... i alway have dark things as my results...

could it be that i really have a dark side waiting to be unleashed... i hate it... why....

but at any rate, the other half of me is happy with the results...

talk about split personality..

i hope i do not have that...























































Eh, you got Plath. Sucks for you.


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tama... nagtaas na nga ng pamasahe ngayon dito sa baguio... ang dating 3.50 na student fare ay 4.50 na ngayon... yun ay yung first four kilometers... parang mula sa paradahan ng jeep papunta sa amin hanggang sa aking paaralan....

mas malala naman ang mula sa town hanggang sa bahay namin... dati ang student fare ay 3.75.... ngayon, pucha 4.75 na....

aba, eh halos kainin na ng putanginang pamasahe ang buo kong allowance... mantakin niyo, ito ang breakdowng ng gagastusin ko sa isang buong araw... sa pamasahe lang...

noon.... <------------------------------------->NGAYON....
3.75<----- BAHAY HANGGANG TOWN ------> 4.75
3.50 <-----TOWN HANGGANG SCHOOL---->4.50
3.50 <-----SCHOOL HANGGANG TOWN---->4.50
3.75 <-----TOWN HANGGANG BAHAY------>4.75

TOTAL:

14.50<---------------------------------------> 18.50

putik naman oo... sa baon kong kulang-kulang 100... babawasan ng 18.50... sasabayan pa ng pagmahal ng bilihin sa aming pesteng cateen... putik... ano na lang ang baon... barya...

kaya ngayon, ang pamasahe ko mula school hanggang town ay tinitipid ko na... naglalakad na lang ako... tutal maaga pa naman ang aking mga dismissal.. putik... crosscutting...

buti naman sana kung makakahingi ako sa mga magulang ko ng "allowance hike"... at buti naman kung payagan ako... pesteng buhay ito... ang sinabi ko nga sa mama ko na bigyan ako ng fare allowance... naks may ganoon na ngayon... putik talaga...

ang sama pa ng loob ko.,.. mas mahal na ang pamasahe ko kesa sa Philippine Star na dyaryo... buti na lang at medyo naisisingit ko pa ang pagbili ng Star... kasi bahagi na ito ng buhay ko... huwag lang silang magtataas at baka bumagsak ang aking broadsheet sa tabloid... tipong TEMPO , PEOPLE'S JOURNAL, BANDERA, BOSO, TIKTIK, atbpa... na sadyang walang laman kundi babaeng halos walang saplot... tsismis.... tsismis at erotic stories... kumbaga... ampaw...

so ano na ang halaga ng isang daang piso?

ako ay sadya nang nagtataka... bakit laging something dark ang mga lumalabas sa mga quizzes na ito...

palyado ata...

o may hidden dark side si raging ritch....

sabi nga nila.... user name palang may pagkadark na...

tama ba na i-associate ako with darkness...

hey... i'm an angel....



You are the Devil card. The Devil is based on the
figure Pan, Lord of the Dance. The earthy
physicality of the devil breeds lust. The
devil's call to return to primal instincts
often creates conflict in a society in which
many of these instincts must be kept under
control. Challenges posed by our physical
bodies can be overcome by strength in the
mental, emotional, and spiritual realms. Pan is
also a symbol of enjoyment and rules our
material creativity. The devil knows physical
pleasure and how to manipulate the physical
world. Material creativity finds its output in
such things as dance, pottery, gardening, and
sex. The self-actualized person is able to
accept the sensuality and usefulness of the
devil's gifts while remaining in control of any
darker urges. Image from The Stone Tarot deck.
http://hometown.aol.com/newtarotdeck/


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i hoped that lakers would win...

why?

i want malone to have his chance to become a champion... i mean, his 19 year old career... (tama ba.... oo, tama yata....) para naman makaretire na siya....

subalit sa kabilang banda... gusto ko si ben wallace ng detroit...

well... nice try lakers....

87-100...

our research is all about autism and the needs of the caregivers that take care of them...

please help...

thanks...

i laid eyes on this pretty young lady... she is so sweet.. so quiet... she has a beautiful smile... i like the way she carries herself... and i am beginning to like what i am seeing... and i like the feeling i get while looking at her...

the girl right across the table... i could not resist her smile... i can see mystery in her eyes... in her moves...

i want us to be friends...

just friends for the meantime...

I just arrived last night… around 8:25… I joined my mom while watching Marina… I was checking my mail through gprs… We heard some noise from the outside but did not mind... since our neighbors are noisy when they get drunk… but a few minutes later, we heard something fell in our roof (our bungalow house is located lower our neighbor’s house….) then we heard a commotion… instinctively, my mom and I turned all the lights out inside the house leaving the tv on as our source of illumination… then we decided to go out…. We then saw our neighbors searching for someone… they said that they saw a man who jumped from their second floor terrace… unfortunately he hit a an empty water drum and then sped off… they also noted that the man was with a black jacket… they roamed the perimeter of their house but found no one… so my mom tried to converse with them since we heard that someone fell on our roof… after a couple of minutes of discussing, my mom and I went back in… As if something is telling me that the man is still out there…. But my mom said, “so what if he is out there, what are you gonna do…” so I gave in to her wish that I just stay inside our home… but still the feeling of uneasiness never left me… my mom noticed that it was already 8:45… my mom woke my dad up since he must be leaving for manila… but then she shared the story… my dad, went out… my mom asked for the flashlight… my dad said… “addatan ah ne… (there it is..)”…. Referring to the injured man, laying unconscious… my mom said she will ask the neighbor to call the police… and that they will inform our neighbor concerned that the man is within our yard… my mom instructed me to keep the house locked… They informed our neighbors and called the police… then a swarm of people came into our yard… most of them were family members of our neighbor… they check if he was still alive… and thank God he is… coz I would never want any stranger die near my home, not even within our yard… instinctively, I took my camera and took a few shots of him… at first, I was nervous… I was thinking, what if he gets up and grab my cam… no not my cam… so I distance myself and just used the zoom… his face was new to me… Then my dad told them to bring the suspect’s body out of our area of responsibility… so they brought him infront of our gate… they found his wallet but there was no identification what so ever.. when they were inspecting the body ( I admittedly, out of curiosity, looked) he has injuries on his head… crown area… with a few bruises and scars… then while waiting for the police… we were observing him… I noticed that he was already conscious… I saw him open his eyes and he seem to be trying to recognize the people around him… then one man turned his flashlight on towards the direction of his abdomen and his crotch… damn, was he a real pervert… we saw a BRA inserted with the garter of the bra coming out of his pants… Then, like in the movies, the police came after 10-15 minutes after the call was made… the police asked that the body be brought to the mobile… so they did… and the suspect was finally recognize… they called him “BALONG”… then they said… “uh anya ngay, nu tattay ket bra iti nakita idiay buto na… idi impanmi idiay mobile, panty met iti natnag agapo idiay bulsa na….. ( uh, if a while back they saw a bra in his penis… when we brought him to the mobile, a panty fell )

why does everybody pretend to be a VIRGIN?

only few brave people admit that they are devirginized....