INTELLECTUAL MASTURBATION

raging_ritch

at the end of the day, i always come to a silent studio type apartment with its empty bed, cluttered mess, used dishes waiting to be washed.

i untie my shoe laces and sit by the bed. i turn on the tv to at least make me feel i have company. i cook dinner just enough to be consumed for the specific meal. when everything is ready, i carry my stool and eat by the sink. sometimes, i even eat standing near the sink looking out through the kitchen window. 

i used to enjoy the company of a huge crowd. i cannot do that now. the biggest crowd i got is i, myself and me.. or ritcher, ritch and ritchie boy... i think i got used to their company. and i enjoy it. i enjoy it too much that i can now go watch a movie alone, dine out alone and do things alone.

recently though, i realized one thing... i am enjoying my dinner by the sink... how many of us are having dinner by the sink like me... i think, we should form a club or something... so we can do some dinner hopping... hahahaha... 

i somehow developed a routine that would help me out with this quote: "ALONE BUT NOT LONELY."

so i will continue have dinner with myself... by the sink....