INTELLECTUAL MASTURBATION

raging_ritch

i have always been in love with writing...

well, most of my life i was writing... 

poems...

news...

features..

essays...

short stories...

anything  that has to do with having a pen as my gun and ink as my bullet... i tried it all, almost...

for this past two months, i have been contemplating on how to begin this next project of mine... i mean, i have the concept in mind... i have the characters... i just cant seem to find the words... for a trying hard writer who has much to say but can't find the words...

creative juices are running out.... hahahaha... writer's block... when you can not put a single paragraph together...

well, i just have till 2008 as my personal deadline... hahahaha... got lots of time to waste... hehehehe...

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mysterious girl seems to be having some trouble these days... personal life,career yadayadayada...

but amidst all the "problems" she is encountering, she again has proven to me and to most of us who knew her to be the stong independent kind...

well, to my surprise... Oh my God! like OOHH!!! MYYY GOOODD!!! (imagine my jaw dropping at the sight of her photos!!!) she had been more revealing in her recent photos... she is way so sexier now... with body hugging clothes... above the knee skirts... and revealing cleavage... with the bonus of almost topless (imagine JANDARA movie poster) photo...

man... makes the evil in me come out... but hey... its not supposed to be that way... i hate it when you have a line drawn between you and that person... hahahaha...

who wants the photos? hahahaha...

i can be a pimp... hahahaha... just kidding... kind of

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hanggang dito lamang ang aking kayang ishare...

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my concept is already on the roll...

i have my initial draft of the first chapter.... still incomplete though and polishing the grammar and typo... man it sucks to proof read your own work... hahahahaha

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two chapters done...

 the third unfinished... hahahahaha...

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i have a few good reasons to smile these days... i can count them with my fingers...

 i love my life at this point... well, i loved my life even before this  but i am loving it more... slowly things are falling into place that i can feel the world spinning at my feet... that kind of feeling...

i have a lucky charm... hahahaha... and i will keep her to myself... just in the meantime.... hehehehe...

 i do not have much of what other 22-year-olds like me have but i have what they dont... hahaha...

i am living my life and taking it to the next level... hahahaha...

i am trying something new... it started with the reading... then the haircut and the secret project... it concerns one thing that i learned from this person... hahaha... i would  try it out one of these days... hahaha... its an experiment and if it works... i would include it in my lifestyle... hahahahaha...