INTELLECTUAL MASTURBATION

raging_ritch

i have  been trying to focus all my energy on this thing i had in mind... i am scared as hell to try it out... why, i might get myself in big-big trouble...

and i do not want people to advantage of me or this little project of mine... which is considered awfully childish and senseless... some would say it is futile... whoa...

it is time to broaden my horizons... do something really crazy... have fun... this little ritcher project shall be launched on august 11, 2007...

im nervous and all that... but i have to deal with it for alternating days... whoa...

good luck to me...

raging_ritch

yesterday, august 11, 2007... i started this little personal project of mine... i was praying that this day would not come but it did... so as part of my "never back down" attitude, i hastily went out and try out my little project...

a little background on the project...

the idea...

i admit that this is not an original idea of mine... if you may call it a rip-off, fine by me... at least i tried to make necessary adjustments on this project so that it would suit me... good thing that in this part of the world, people are not engaged into reading...

the person who created the idea...

the author of the concept i am applying now has quite made a name for himself as a writer, tv presenter... let us just say his initials are DW... hehehe... and his title in one of his books.... YM...

the manifesto...

just like the author, i have a friend who is my confidante.... i mean, sumbody has to know what i am doing, just in case i get into trouble hahahaha.... the catch though is that this person is not allowed in this little experiment of mine...

the same manifesto is applied here but there are some addendum...

*it should only cost less than a hundred pesos....

*it should be relayed verbally or visually in a definite manner... implied ones are not included...

*this should go on for a week and every "moment" should be written in a diary and the copy of the diary should be sent to the "confidant"

*this little project should be kept as a secret up until the end of the week... "AUGUST 18, 2007 11:59pm, MANILA TIME...

*this little project can be extended as deemed necessary by my candfidant and me... both should agree for it to have an extended run...

my reasons:

* in order to have a little fun and a little adventure

*open myself to the world

*try something half-crazy and half-sane

*enter open doors

... and most importantly, because this nation has no interest in reading, i believe that only a few have read the book, i feel safe doing it here... in the heart of the country....

I AM DOING THIS BEFORE THE WHOLE WORLD SEES THE FILM!!!!

raging_ritch

yesterday was one day in my life that i never thought of living... i mean, i never have thought of doing the  things i have done yesterday... i am not sure if i should be proud of it or not... but the hell, this little project of mine plus pure sheer luck, i was there... having a moment with complete strangers... laughing our hearts out, sharing stories, calling each other by their first name and stuff like close friends do.... i never thought of it that way... at first i was hesitant but i have a project in play so i have to do it whether i like it or not... but at the end of that day, as i look back, i can say it was worth it... i knew other people, expanded my views, gained new ideas those sort of things... and if luck will be on my side, i can do this again and get something really huge from it... or if not, its still fine... i mean, i'm in it for the experience... i got nothing to lose but much more to gain....

that is day three of little ritcher project...

days to go.. 3 days and less than 24 hours

raging_ritch

i am almost over with my little project and with my little adventure... i don't even know how one week went by so fast... i must say this little project of mine is kinda developing into a habit but with or with out the "contract" i think i can manage to do something good as this...

i love life...

thank GOd i am alive...

i am definitely at content right now...

raging_ritch

i finally have reached the end of  my project and it was a blast... it started to something as a little adventure that paved way to an even more interesting and fulfilling adventure...

i will be posting parts of it when it is finally in soft copy...

right as of the moment, it is still in my diary... a handwritten one...

hehehe...

raging_ritch

as odd as it seems i will debut on national tv together with a show which is to pilot tomorrow night... hahaha...

raging_ritch

on day one, she got my attention

on day two, i was looking at her eyes so hers can meet mine...

on day three, we talked.

on day four and five, i missed to see her..

day six, the big comeback... i got a photo of us together... and it makes my day everytime i look at it...

addicted...

whatever you call it...

at the moment, i cant get enough of her...